hello. :D
Day by day and with each passing moment,
Strength I find to meet my trials here;
Trusting in my Father's wise bestowment,
I've no cause for worry or for fear.
He whose heart is kind beyond all measure
Gives unto each day what He deems best-
Lovingly, it's part of pain and pleasure,
Mingling toil with peace and rest
Ev'ryday the Lord Himself is near me
With a special mercy for each hour
All my cares He fain would bear and cheer me
He whose name is Counsellor and Pow'r.
The protection of His child and treasure
Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
"As your days, your strength shall be in measure",
This the pledge to me He made.
Help me then in every tribulation
So to trust your promises, O Lord
That I lose not faith's sweet consolation
Offered me within Your Holy Word.
Help me, Lord, when toil and trouble meeting,
E'vr to take as from a father's hand,
One by one, the days the moment fleeting,
Till I reach the promised land.
(:
10:15 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
8:40 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
God will make a wayWhere there seems to be no wayHe works in ways we cannot seeHe will make a way for meHe will be my GuideHold me closely to His sideWith love and strength for each new dayHe will make a way,He will make a way.This song was ringing in my head as I sat down after a long tired day to spend some time with my Lord. School has been kinda stressful and tiring recently, so many things to do yet so lil time! Time management you may say? haha probably. differs from person to person, I believe. Remembering that God will make a way has really kept me positive and I've the joy in my heart that I know can only be from Him. No doubt, I fall at times and rely on my own strength but it is only when I am weak that I am strong in Him. A line in the skit of one of the Sunday School prize-giving anniversary last year really struck me and has stayed with me till now. "Life, what's its purpose? Christian, what did that mean?"and now, I've found my answer. (:
12:52 AM
Haven't been blogging simply 'cos of the pile of work I gotta complete!
sometimes I just wonder why things have to be so difficult. why do they always have to be like that. I don't like things this way. not at all :'( I really dread it so badly. don't wanna talk anymore, in the end things just go wrong. maybe sometimes not talking ain't such a bad thing after all.
Wish me all the best!
haha.
:D it hurts.
10:16 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
a pity they are deleted and gone.oh wells.maybe they dont really matter after all.
6:44 PM
had chi oral today!it was on F1 racing being held in Singapore??haha like i know nothing about it cos i never really bothered.wahahah. wells. It's over!hope the july babies had fun today. the cake was yummy((:hee.
6:23 PM
When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not shouting "I'm clean living.'"I'm whispering "I was lost,Now I'm found and forgiven."When I say... "I am a Christian"I don't speak of this with pride.I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not trying to be strong.I'm professing that I'm weakAnd need His strength to carry on.When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not bragging of success.I'm admitting I have failedAnd need God to clean my mess.When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not claiming to be perfect,My flaws are far too visibleBut, God believes I am worth it.When I say... "I am a Christian"I still feel the sting of pain.I have my share of heartachesSo I call upon His name.When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not holier than thou,I'm just a simple sinnerWho received God's good grace, somehow!I had this post a long long time ago and upon reading it, it meant so much all over again. I'm truly glad I'm a Christian(:
11:18 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
all of me and none of Theesome of me and some of Theemore of Thee and less of meall of Thee and none of methis what really impacted me during dedication service.none of me. till that day.
11:11 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
In the past week, I've been witnessing some incidents that really put a smile to my face, that really made my day.. (:1. That day was on the train, going home with Joyce (: A person stood up and got off the train. I asked her to sit, she refused, she asked me to and I too refused. haha so we decided to give it up to "needy people"- quoting Joyce :D and the next moment when i turned around, this young lady was helping a blind old man to the seat. but on the other side, a man (looks pretty old to me) went to sit. He didnt see the old man and young lady approaching the seat but when he saw, he apologised and immediately got up. He even took over from the young lady and helped the old man to the seat. Upon seeing this, it really warmed my heart to see how 2 strangers could show such love to the old man. simple acts of kindness that may have meant so much to the old man. 2. I again was on the way home but this time at yew tee mrt station alr. I was walking towards the "doors" to get out of the station when suddenly this woman carrying bags of groceries, tripped! she totally fell forward onto the lady in front of her. The lady quickly helped her up and repeatedly asked her if she was okie. how she cared. maybe you all may think that's a natural reaction, well i agree to a certain extent but some people are just so apathetic and self-centred. I'm just glad she helped and simple words like "are you ok?" could make someone's day. at least you know people do care.3. left the MRT station and was walking home. Saw this old woman with some army guys at the taxi stand. she had lots of bags of grocery with her. again haha. when the taxi came, the first army guy automatically helped her carry the bags while the other behind went to open the taxi door first. haha so nice right?? ((: was telling matthew never knew army guys were so nice. haha and he said not all.suddenly felt the world is not void of love after all. Even admist Man's wickedness, there are kind, caring, helpful, compassionate people around :D optimism. haha.we never know how our simple acts of kindness and encouragements may impact others and make a difference in them.prefer my previous blogskin!! but there's something wrong with it.oh wells. just as well.
10:56 PM
Jesus is the answer for the world todayAbove Him there's no other Jesus is the way If you have a question in the corner of your mindTraces of discouragementAnd peace you cannot findReflections of your past seem to face you everydayBut this one thing I know Jesus is the wayI know you've got mountainsThat you think you cannot climbI know your skies are darkAnd you think the sun wont shineIn case you do not know That the Word of God is trueAnd everything He'd promised He would do for you(:people need the Lord.
11:26 PM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
yay. I can see everything again now(:I shall blog tomorrow or mon prob. when i find the time.goodnight! everything in God's time :Dtaste the goodness of the Lord!
7:36 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
The Father knows best.I am seeking a trust that "the Father knows best" in how this world is run. I see that the way in which I want God does not achieve the results I might expect.All the way my Saviour leads meWhat have I to ask beside?Can I doubt His tender mercy,Who through life has been my Guide?For I know whatev'r befalls me, Jesus doeth all things well(:
3:09 PM
looking at this pic just reminds me of the time i was cycling at east coast with em and mor. it was really fun(: the wind, the scenery and of cos the talking. told em so many things, she listened and we laughed. those memories. haha and mor will be busy cycling, trying to reach the uncle on time so we dont have to pay extra. I was tired you see and em kept me company! It's funny how we had so much to talk although we saw each other everyday. like we just talk non-stop. after school go home sleep wake up call em. that was our daily routine(: and we just go on and on. With mor it was so funny, only can talk to her in person, so we tried to break our records-see who can talk to her on the phone for the longest time. those were really enjoyable and memorable times, then it was simply a part of our life, a very practical part that has left me with wonderful memories. 
forever best of friends.
of cos i havent forgotten ah peng! haha. her craziness and all, that only people like us can stand xD the laughter she often evoked. how she made our o level year much less stressful. the times she shared and we wished we could help. times where she'll hide food under her table from miss rashidah. haha. miss her!
bananas! :D
9:41 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
yay(:midyears are finally over!and i've finally gotten down to reviving my blog xDhahaha. so after maths paper ended.we decided to go to J8 for lunch.wanted to have a nice swensens lunch together but students' meal only starts at 230. we ended our midyears officially at 1058 by the way. HAHA. and so as usual we walked and walked and walked and finally landed up in LJS. quite nice also la. just laughed and talked (: and then after lunch walked around to shop for kenga,seow ying and joseph's present. with the guys. haha they were like girls will forever be girls. cos we were going, so cute! haha. which is oh so normal.had fun(:I'm so glad that Jesus loves me!hee.
10:58 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
NOW AND FOREVER Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my headYou make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a threadI lose my way but still you seem to understand Now and forever I will be your man.
Sometimes I just hold you Too caught up in me to seeI'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to meI'll try to show you each and every way I canNow and forever I will be your man Now I can rest my worries and always be sureThat I won't be alone anymoreIf I'd only known you were there all the time All this time Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sandNow and forever I will be your man Now and forever I will be your man nice song.(:randomness!
11:01 PM
Friday, February 08, 2008
Proverbs 4:23"above all else, guard your heart.."whee! i'm heading for home in about 7 hrs time and i can't wait! :D finally i'll be back in s'pore after 7 long days away. hahaha.and it'll be HOME SWEET HOME!SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD.. (:
11:59 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
"the purpose of prayer is not to get what we want, but to become what God wants us to be"a HAPPY girl in her own lil world!loved. blessed.:Dand she says, "goodnight!"
9:48 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
today's quiet time really made me think..where is my focus today?or rather WHO is my focus on?is it on God? as it ought to be.If not, i really need to so some serious soul-searching.Neither cries of "Hosanna" nor shouts of hatred could deter Jesus from His goal " to give His life a ransom for many" and to pay the price to set us free. set ME free.What shall my focus then be today.no question abt it-- on God.pray(:
9:11 PM
ho ho ho i'm in malaysia now..
at my uncle's house using his lappy.
let's just say i'm B-O-R-E-D and that i wanna
G-O
H-O-M-E!
i've been in the house the whole day!
I can't sms or call anyone. great.
basically can only talk to anyone who's in the house.
and maybe on msn :D haha. thanks loads to whoever created it.
i'm missing everyone loads.
well.. i've got hmwk to occupy me but that aint exactly a pleasant thing eh.
plus i dont really know how to do it.
and i've been told i've got hmwk waiting at home for me.
which makes things worse.
haha but i cant deny the fact that i really enjoyed my first 2 days shopping!
bought many many things. heh heh.
fun (: really was.
i've got so much time on my hands now. haha think! that's what i do to pass time.
was thinking even while eating my dinner, making sure i CLEAN my plate.
random-ness! haha.
3 more days to go!
make that 2 and a half.
i cant wait :D
read my mind! (x
it warms my heart.
and *poof* there i go.
bye!
6:01 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
oo! and the most important thing which I forgot to mention..
I MISS BPGHS! :D
haha. I really do.
the teachers, my class & all.
"once a bpian, always a bpian.."
(:
5:16 PM
so.. this shall be my first post for the year! (:
Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet
And a light unto my path.
When I feel afraid
Think I've lost my way
Still You're there right beside me
And nothing will I fear
As long as You are near
Please be near me to the end
I will not forget
Your love for me and yet
My heart forever is wandering
Jesus be my guide
Hold me to Your side
And I will love You to the end.
This song really encouraged me when we sang it on sat during YP. Especially as I start my JC life this year. Really do not know what lies ahead but I know I've nothing to fear 'cos I have Jesus as my guide (:
well.. results are gonna be out real soon, should be somewhere next week. Many people ask me if I'm scared. haha there's nothing to be scared about, I mean the results are already there. all this I know but on that day itself, it'll be a totally different story! but yup I've gotta remember whatever it is, I gotta give thanks 'cos God has a purpose for everything.
life in AJ has been okie i guess, differences are for sure but manageable I guess. Lecture style lessons, breaks anytime of the day.. haha but it's only the 2nd week. orientation was fun (: cos of my OG and OGL's of cos. we still have meals tgt everyday tho now we're supposed to be with our classes already. so I'll be there for prob another month before posting for o's results are released. or maybe the rest of my JC life. haha oh wells. feel like I belong nowhere now. a bpian? an AJcian? everyone goes to school in different uniforms, feels funny. can't wait for everything to be settled-which JC i'm actually going to, the friends i'm going to be for the next 2 years, etc. feel like I can't move on properly now. haha but when that time comes it'll mean STUDYING, like seriously. Just thank God for carrying me through thus far (:
the future.. maybe I'll spend some time today thinking about everything that will happen in the future.
everything that you mentioned too (:
and now it's time to go think! haha.
bye!
10:09 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
haha. I wonder why.
the past few days I've been thinking a lot.
maybe 'cos I'm too free these days ><
each night I lie on my bed, unable to fall asleep.
thinking about the past, the present, the future.
Can't believe my secondary school days are over.. everything just seemed so recent. Was still thinking about sec 1 orientation, the first few teachers I met, how I felt when I first entered BPGHS with mummy. How I dreaded going to school the first few days of sec 1 to how I enjoyed each day of school in the last few days of sec 4. and to think now all of these are nothing but memories. I guess what I'll really miss are my teachers and friends (esp my darling bananas). the 2 different campus. haha let's just say everything.
Had a nice talk with my brothers while walking home just now about our primary school years. I really had a wonderful P6 year (: and a amazing sec 4 year. school life is so fun and I'm enjoying every bit of it. haha even the studying part I think. It's fun to reminisce about the past and smile knowing you've no regrets.
and soon.. It'll be a beginning of a new chapter. I do not know what lies ahead the way I cannot see yet One stands near to be my guide, He'll show the way to me. I know who holds the future(:
as for now, I'll just treasure the precious present!
12:35 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Christmas isn't christmas
Till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's christmas really christmas
For you
(:
"He comes to us, not to shield us from the harshness of the world but to give us the courage and strength to bear it; not to snatch us away by some miracle from the conflict of life, but to give us peace-His peace-in our hearts, by which we may be calmly steadfast while the conflict rages, and be able to bring to the torn world the healing that is peace."
9:14 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
back from camp!
haha but i'm kinda lazy to update. Just really enjoyed myself and learnt a lot. I miss my dorm mates! :D and all the laughter.
hohoho. loves!
(:
10:34 PM
Friday, December 07, 2007
a smile that lights my whole world up
I'm HAPPY
(:
5:10 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
whee(: i've been enjoying every bit of ny hols!from class chalet to DVBS to staying over at liling's house. hee all so fun! :D 26 Novclass chalet was more fun than i expected it to be! initially we just lazed arnd, watching tv and doing nth much. haha the fun really started during the barbeque. With Jiten and Jia Xin arnd, we laughed so much! XD it was nice, us laughing tgt. russell has a hearty laughter and he's comical- he keeps saying i'm full but continues to eat. haha. and then the night walk. we did a lil star gazing :D and then to macs at 3 plus. hungry after walking x) and finally back to the chalet, i fell asleep at 530. good record for a pig! *grins* let's just say i enjoy the moments spent with my class(: hee.27 Novfirst day of DVBS. haha i felt as lost as the children in the morning. first time i'm attending it at depot. didnt really know where to go or what to do. but after a while i kinda figured things out(: hee i was in charge of the K2/ P1 kids. cute lil people. kids are simply lovely. all their running around definitely woke me up! and then it was home-- TO SLEEP :D28 Novouting to west coast park. I was a station IC so cldnt be with my grp. was a lil sad at first but when the kids started coming to the station and all the games began, my day wasnt that boring after all(: nth much happened today. after tt headed for home! the end.29 Novlast day of DVBS. I knew that I was going to miss the kids! esp playful lil elton(: he's cute tho but quite a handful. haha. and the 3 kids in my grp who were not previously saved are now saved! praise the Lord!after that headed to liling's house to bake cookies. successful first attempt(: yay.30 Novwent to send the BYMET people off. I really felt like going to Cambodia again! maybe next time. and after that it was a funny funny day with uncle Boon Hong and Auntie Margaret. haha. embarrassing moments liling and i share :P1 Dec
It's dec alr! and soon this year will come to an end. my secondary school days have ended :( well.. it's time for a new beginning! wished i was there. really did. but congrats all the same(:
3 Dec
went out with liling and matthew today.
hee I was happy :D at least i think i was.
4 Dec
hee finally met emmie agn! missed her so much! hopefully one day we can go visit ah peng at her work place. love the bananas! loads(: huggies.
I'm sorry for everything. but really you're never alone. I promise I'll be here for you. always.
when I look back on times we had, I smiled...
(:
12:35 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
it's been more than a week since o's ended..as I woke up this morning, I started wondering how i managed to pull through my o's. I pondered over this for quite a while and it's really amazing to see how much God has brought me through. indeed, God is good all the time! :D and you know what, He never fails. and I really thank God for everything. for those who have been praying for me, encouraging me in one way or another.. THANK YOU! (: yup. and after that I went out with mor and em to watch enchanted! it's a really nice show(: was in fantasy land and now i'm back to reality. haha. then we went marketing for class chalet. heh like to buy the food for the bbq. looking forward to mon! and then tues, wed, thurs will be DVBS and after that the BYMET people are leaving alr! time flies. it's been a year ><>
awww I miss my daddy.. in Nepal now. haha. yea and it's real nice when people talk to you and are willing to share. at least that shows that they trust you. right? (: oh and to all those in uni and poly who are having exams now or are soon, all the best! praying for you all.
all things happen for a purpose. God has a plan for each of us. I believe.
it's gonna be sunday soon...
what's gonna happen after that? i wonder.
(:
12:59 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
hmm it's been a day since o's ended..but it seems super long! :Di'm supposed to be happy but i'm sad.been out shopping the past 2 days. like right after bio paper and the whole of today! for prom that is. heh going for prom is such a stressful thing for me >< dresses are simply not my type! i love shopping(: not for prom tho. oo wells.
i wonder why. i dont wanna be like that.
once prom is over, I'll have plenty of time on my hands to do things that i love doing(: hee. and those will be the days i love! anw, it's abt time i go to bed.. tmr i'm gonna wake up early in the morn to go to my aunt's house to make cream puffs. yummy! :p hee. after that it'll be choir ROD. i'll be seeing my juniors again! after that after that i'm not really sure where i'm going. haha.
i just wanna smile knowing things are gonna be alright.
hope i can wake up tmr! the royal pig's going to bed now! or not so royal. haha. nights!
12:39 AM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
we have come so far.
we have done so much.
lets reach for the stars.
and forever keep in touch!
copied from rooney's blog(:
awww. rooney is just so nice(: love her! and the lil shirt was made my uncle jeremy! cute right? hee XD xie xie ni!
bananas with our dearest mandie (:
jeremy and me (x
shuyi.nat.smiles(:sergeant bubblegum stalker and recruit chewbblegum stalker XD
haha. rooney u shld thank me! i chose the pic which you look taller in! hahs.
khai.bon.nat
them and me (x
mine! hee.
L1~jia you for o's!
we can do it!
all the way!
loves(:
2:57 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
"It is not goodbye... it's just the beginning of a NEW chapter."
Today's graduation day! awww can't believe so fast my 4 yrs in secondary sch is over. so sad. haha i went to sch a lil psycho tho. Jiten said i'm not normal today. hahs who cares. it's the last day afterall. tho we still had lessons before grad ceremony.
hmmm so first period was chinese but miss rashidah borrowed 15 mins just to bid the class goodbye. we, girls, got roses from her! so sweet(: hee. and the guys got chocs. it was really nice. then after that we lined up and went down the aisle wishing each other all the best and saying bye. i was okie at first until i reached nadia! she was crying so badly in the end i started too)': i'm really gonna miss my class. so much. we all hugged each other real tightly and cried tgt. to think 2 yrs ago i was complaining that my class wasnt united. haha. we've changed and i'm really proud of tt :D after that, we took lots of pics. whee! photo-taking session! hahaha it was fun XD we were crazy. but my mouth still doesnt ache. heh. i practise smiling everyday. well.. now all the laughing and playing around in class is nothing but memories kept close to my heart.
4 yrs have past. looking back, i have no regrets. and i'm proud to say i'm a bpian(:
"once upon a time i was on a crazy adventure, with some crazy people, called BPIANS.."
11:43 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
friends are just quiet angels who gently lift us to our feet when we have problem remembering how to fly LOVE all my friends!hee.(:
10:16 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
all i need now is..a lil spark of madness!:(fractured fairytales?
1:07 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
take me as I amor not at allI aint ever gonna change myself for no oneNo compromise 'cos it's my lifeIt's all or nothing(:
11:13 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
I come to the cross seeking mercy and grace
I come to the cross where You died in my place
Out of my weakness and into Your strength
Humbly I come to the cross.
Your arms are open, You call me by name
You welcome this child that was lost
You paid the price for my guilt and my shame
Jesus, I come, Jesus, I come
Jesus, I come to the cross.
To write the love of God above would drain the oceans dry..(:
10:21 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Is He satisfied? (2)Is He satisfied with me?Have I done my best? Have I stood the test?Is He satisfied with me?really pray that as I strive hard for my last lap to o's that I'll continue to walk close to Him and shine for Him! that if today shall be the end and eternity begin... that my Lord will be satisfied.*for no one can change me, Lord Jesus, but You (:To all who are doing o's this year or any other major exam, JIA YOU!
10:07 PM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Lord, help me.to do what's right.to obey. I pray.I seriously wonder what's gotten into me. ):
12:25 PM
*all i wanna do is find a way back into LOVEhaha. the song has been stuck in my head for days! hopefully after i type it out i'll forget it (x heh. anw, had fun with the rfg ytd. hee i was in a laughing mood. cldnt sit down to solve the sudoko puzzle so in the end i played with xin ning! cute lil gal XD yay. and in less than an hour's time, i'll be leaving the house for church. gonna be out the whole day! hmmm i gotta study harder. dun feel like i'm gonna take o's soon. this sep hols play soo much >.<>
Thank God for the nice weather today! (:
wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing.
bu yao zai duo shuo ming
wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li...
random! haha.
1:36 PM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Hold on but don't hold on too tightLet go everything's gonna be alrightDon't run away from what your heart is sayingBe strong and face what you're afraid ofCome on show them what you're made ofI know it's hard when your hope is goneBut you gotta keep holding on(:
2:29 PM
Friday, August 31, 2007
i'm so tired ): just want to sleep, sleep, sleep.I'm really sorry.
11:57 PM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
hee. finally prelims are over!really thank God for carrying me through this whole period(: it was really encouraging to see a few of us pray before each paper. we're one in the bond of love <3>
yay can take a break! well.. at least before the sep hols start and i got to start mugging again. went out today! really enjoyed myself :D hee hee. it's been some time since i last went out.
whatever the results, i got to rmb to GIVE THANKS!
fun and special. my day(:
10:39 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
so near yet so far...I've stopped running.standing at the crossroads.tell me why do i still dream of you.
9:43 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
TRUST.a word...that holds friendships together.that strenghtens relationships.that keeps a family bonded.such a simple word.yet the meaning so deep.the significance so great.
11:13 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
I don't want to think anymore :'(
to think.
to hurt.
to laugh.
to cry.
to love.
to feel.
that's life.
indeed, sometimes life can get really tiring. with so many things happening all at the same time. but it's really comforting to know that God is in control! that He never makes mistakes! God's love still stands when all else has fallen.(:
9:36 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
raised hopes. failed expectations.all part and parcel of life.i hope my dream comes true...
10:45 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
hee hee. today's one of the happiest days of my life! :Dwill continue to pray for those who went to the gospel rally!i LOVE my church friends! (:
2:51 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
oh oh oh'o' levels seem to be coming so soon! >.<it's only like 39 more days to prelims?!i need to study hard.i've got to. i will. Jia you to all those who are taking o's this year and everyone else too!rely on God's strength(:
9:38 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
hmms. bymet outing was fun tho it cld have been btr. maybe update another time. not really in the mood now."because you saw me when i was invisible"
10:02 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
JUST BE YOURSELF (:this was what i learnt during QT today. that being ourselves is the best way to evangelise. sharing your testimony with others, telling them of God's love is the best way we can reach out to them. simply cos it comes from us. so just be yourself :Dnot only in this aspect but all the time! each and everyone of us are UNIQUE. no matter how alike we may seem there are still bound to be differences but tt's what makes us ourselves and not merely a replica of someone else. we are all different but God loves every single one of us(: do you love Him?"..I'm fearfully and wonderfully made.."(:hee. today will be a long long day! but i'm sure a very enjoyable one! (x later gna meet em, mor and ah peng for lunch before gg for lesson at the sci centre =) haven't seen em and ah peng for 2 wks alr! i miss them! i think we'll talk talk a lot. knowing us xP after lesson i'm gna east coast to meet amanda, lisa, liling, matthew and amos =D we watching the sun set. hahaha. then we'll go over to lisa's house to sleepover! i'm sure we'll talk talk again. to catch up, to laugh, etc. haha. my mouth will be very tired today XD i'm sure. but there again, it always is everyday la =X heh. really can't wait! but now.... i gotta go study for bio test. FUN-FILLED DAY (:
9:42 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
use words of kindness, filled with lovethat heal and nourish life(:
3:13 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
You alone are my strength, my shieldTo You alone may my spirit yieldYou alone are my heart's desire And I long to worship YouI'm feeling so confused.I wish i didn't know. Running away from reality.I'm sorry.*Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
8:09 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
hee hee. today i got to talk long long on the phone! it was SUPPOSED to be 2 hrs... but when i put down the phone i looked it was 01.59.16! hahaha. oh wells. maybe next time then try to break the record again. i enjoyed the talk(:I'll try my best to be who i am(:
7:34 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Undivided HeartIf i'm to be whom u desire all throughout my life,A vessel unto honour, Lord, to Thee,And before Your throne to hear You say that ihave done my partLord, i need an undivided heartC: That i might know You, that i might serve YouThat i might worship you as KingTo see the Morning Star, to know how great you are, Lord, i need an undivided heartIf i'm to live in truth and love to glorify Your nameIf for a living sacrifice to be.And to share the joy, the grace and peace- YourSpirit does impartLord, i need an undivided heart(chorus)hee. just came back from church camp! really enjoyed and got to know quite a few pple better(: yay. uncle kenneth's messages were very GOOD too! benefitted much from it! Thank God for Him! hmmm mr. McGregor's were a bit cheem tho. at least to me. but i still learnt! with many qns asked XD this whole camp was with baba, mel, en ling, liling they all most of the time. theire such a funny bunch of people really enjoyed myself laughing with them :Dafter the camp. everybody left! but our RFG stayed! we're so close! I LOVE MY RFG! YAY(: haha. and i got pushed into the pool by accident. it was kinda fun tho xP really spent a whole lot of time tgt! yupp. heh. talked about BGR again. i guess it's really impt for the adults to keep reminding the youths and even for us to remind our friends what we really go to church for. is it because of our love for God's Word or to see our friends? food for thought! Missing camp and everybody!*Lord, i need an undivided heart
4:39 PM
Friday, June 08, 2007
"I'm only a sinner saved by GRACE"wo ai ni(:3 simple words that hold such great meaning!will anyone ever be able to replace you?
6:37 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
AHHHH!!!!mummy went to wash my battery operated stuff toy by accident and now it's not working anymore!! :( oh wells. I guess i still have to thank her for washing my stuff toys eh? it's about time anw. that i let go.......hmmm. today was quite okie! finally the last day of sch! X) tho there's still hmwk. but at least dont have to wake up early! (tho mrs. J said we ought to) I'll try. but it's only whether i succeed or not xP yupp. i gotta rush and try to finish all my hmwk before camp *screams* well well. at least there's camp to look forward to. haha. anw....Here's something meaningful:The seven wonders of the world are...1. to see2. to hear3. to touch4. to taste5. to feel6. to laugh7. and to LOVE simple things we often take for granted are actually wonders!yay(:
6:52 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
Who am iWho am i That the Lord of all the earthWould care to know my nameWould care to feel my hurtWho am i That the bright and morning Star would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heartNot because of who i amBut because of what you've doneNot because of what i've done But because of who You areI am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrowA wave tossed in the oceanA vapour in the windStill You hear me when i'm callingLord, You catch me when i'm fallingAnd You told me who i amI'm Yours(:
10:16 PM
Thursday, May 31, 2007
yay(: we're gonna have another BYMET outing! XD i'm sooo excited! can't wait! hope kor kor can make it on that day x) hee. we'll be going to east coast to watch the sunset then go stay over at Lisa's house! i'm sure we'll have lots of fun reminiscing the times we had together in Cambodia(: reliving the lessons we learnt, talking about the MINI VAN XD hahaha. and spend time catching up on one another's life after being so caught up in sch (amanda, lisa, amos, jordan and i), work (liling) and NS(kor). I love all of you! hee hee. <3i want so much more than a dream.
8:27 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
time goes on. people change. i hate changes. i really do. so resistant to them. but what can i do? stop people from changing? no that's not within my control. i've just gotta get used to it. hurt is inevitable. you'll feel hurt initially but after a while you'll just get numb to it. won't even feel anything anymore. the people themselves who change dont really know it i guess. i mean i dont think they want to change on purpose.
It takes 2 to keep a friendship going! and the strongest friendship is based on TRUST . yay(: hee.
it must be things that happen that change them. the saddest part of all is these people are my close friends. you know what. maybe i'm the one who has changed. i really dunno. not that i want too. oh wells. whatever. i shall not care. you know what. true friends never drift apart. they never do. a test of our friendship.
10:13 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
sweet it is to sit before thee
sweet to hear thy blessed voice
sweet to worship and adore thee
for our hearts in thee rejoice (:
hee. looking forward to wed!
and SS outing on thurs!
this time it'll be my turn! XD
i dun care! haha.
6:08 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living.'"
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
hee.. thought that this was really meaningful!
something i really wanna share!
Thank you Lord for the strength You have been giving me! =D
*Jesus is the answer for the world today!
10:06 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
leaning, trusting, never wavering
yes, that's what i shall do.
the key to happiness: JESUS
laughter =)
madness XD
hohoho!
10:49 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
i suddenly thought how much i'll miss you...
12:34 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
there are many things in life that I'll never be able to comprehend
all I can do is to trust my Lord's leading hand
you make me wonder..
wonder about life..
Does your life have a purpose?
are you living meaningfully?
If yes, what are you living for?
7:27 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
haha.. also dunno why i change skin! jus felt bored bah.. dun really like the skin only like the stars falling?? haha dunno la.. dun like the words but it's okie still can la =) haha.. kae. next hol zai blog ba. jia you everyone! take care! XD
9:59 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
whee~ it's back to school tmr! haha.. i can't wait! surprised eh? cos for the pass few days i've been staying home.. dying of boredom soon >.< but mummy say maybe today we going cycling or swimming! HAPPY :D after tt go for dinner with some of them b4 gg prayer mtg! woots~
oo ya! ytd went down for a walk.. it was so cooling downstairs. so nice... :) but the best part was i saw *stars*!!!! hee.. i just love the stars. give me an inexpressible feeling. how nice if can lie on the beach and look at the stars! I won't bother sleeping if tt's the case! xP
one day! wonder when....
1:53 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
argh.. blogger has a prob.. keep erasing part of my post..
yea. so i act said in my last post that this will most prob be my last post till the next sch hols. unless i get to use in sch which i doubt so. yupp.. so all the best pple in the yr ahead! jia you (:
1:45 PM
ahhh.. sch's starting like in 18 hrs time!! >.<>
Lord give me the strength i need for the yr ahead.
Amen.
10:31 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
WHEE~
hee.. had BYMET outing ytd! =D
we cycled from east coast to Changi Village.
IT WAS GREAT FUN! XD
esp on the way back when it rained xP
pictures taken on the way there...
Our lunch at Changi Village...
yupp.. and that's the end!
The wonderful memories i had today cnt be captured by the camera alone!
They'll be etched deeply in my heart!
BYMET'06 forever!
=)
10:41 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006
wow.. like i finally found time to blog. my hols are fully packed! i just found out that there are more things to be done! and have to start with revision soon!! oh no.. God, take my hand and lead me through...I pray..*Letting Him take control of my life
9:32 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
feeling totallylostLord.. take control of my lifein Your way and will..
5:39 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Jesus is the answer for the world today!above Him there's no other,Jesus is the way! *GRINS*boo! i'm finally blogging again! XDjust came back from YC! and i'm missing it alr x) It was really enjoyable and very enriching! learnt many precious lessons and i really pray that i'll apply them in my daily life!Cambodia was real fun! =D i actually like the life there! so carefree =) I miss cambodia!! aww.. well... what i feel abt the cambodia trip and YC cannot be expressed in words alone but i just wanna say i really had a great time! Thank God that i was able to survive everything! and thank you so much BYMET'06! and also all my dear bros and sis'-in-Christ! yupp.. not forgetting the speaker for YC- brother harold summers =) real gd speaker. and the organisers of BYMET'06- miss wai fann xP jie jie ming ann and wei hong!Calvary, in step with Christ Willingly He came to this worldwalked and talked with sinners young and oldlove that He showed, love that He gavelove that brought Him to CalvaryCalvary, the place where i will never e'er forgetat the cross where righteousnessand mercy truly metit was there at the cross My Saviour gave His lifeHe gave the greatest gift at the crossFollowing the steps of my Lordletting Him take control of my lifein His way, in His willmy Lord, i pray, change me withinCalvary, the place where i will never e'er forgetat the cross my Saviour gave His precious life for memy heart will be thy throne, my life is wholly thineteach me, change me and mould me in thy willfor all through my lifethrough pain or tears or joyi pray that Christ is always seen in meCalvary, the place where i will never e'er forgetat the cross my saviour gave His precious life for memy heart will be thy throne, my life is wholly thinechange me, teach me and mould me in thy willchange me, teach me and mould me in thy will=)
12:14 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
hoho!! i'm off to cambodia soon! whee~ XD well.. i used to have mixed feelings. felt excited yet scred now jus excited =) so tt means i won't be blogging for a long long time! cos after BYMET trip is YC! yeah! can't wait! i'll miss all of you! take gd care yea?? hugs! =))
10:53 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
A question to ask yourself.. this proves how well you know me.Where do i like to go when I am sad?hee.. ytd played with the jia's from 7pm-11pm!I carried jiayi soo many times! XDloveee themm!!sooo tired today.so off i go to bed now!nights..=)
10:54 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
well well.. today was really an adventurous day!! XD haha.. first thing in the morn went to make IC with emily =) both of us tgt still okie la hor. i think if i go alone i'll be like what to do??? heh. den after that i went to bugis. cos gg to meet kor and jordan at national library at 12. but i reach bugis tt time only 10 lor. cos go make IC early mahz den not so many pple. so went to grab a bite first. den i was completely lost! cos i had no idea where the library was? so anyhow walk lor. walk to 7-eleven. den realised i brought my china friends there last time! haha.. den anyhow turn den saw the building. i tot look like national library (cos daddy drove past b4) den jus walk towards it... and alas! i saw the national library sign partially hidden by the bushes! haha.. boy! was i relieved! den i saw so many security guards and police arnd i was so terrified! haha.. i din dare to go in. den finallyone of the nice guards ask me you wanna go in? haha and i was like screaming yes inside!! xP den go in le more police and security guards!! *faints* i dunno what to do then i anyhow go 7 floor. what lee kong chian reference lib. smth liddat la. den i dunno what to do so go toilet call em. den she say cnt go do hmwk there. -.- den i came out. den i see like the guy guarding the place so scary i was so freaked out. den scared he think i'm up to smth if i go back into the toilet. but i really dunno go where mahz. so i go 1 floor down den go in to the toilet agn. haha.. u must be thinking am i mad or smth eh.. =P was totally lost! >.<>not to mention police and security guards! so i tried gg to B1 where the bookdrop was. and den i saw sooooo many books! i finally found my way! haha.. as usual police everywhere. den check my bag den let me walk thru tt sensor thingy. everytime i walk thru it beeps la! i dunno y tho.. i found a cosy spot sat down and started my hmwk. den kor and jordan told me they'll be late. so i say reach le den call me. den they reach le kor call me say meet at hans. haha.. i usually dun go there.... so u can guess i was lost agn! hee.. so glad i asked the right person. she so nice la =)) bring me all the way to hans. den she started asking me if i watch tv or read newspaper, know why today there so many police anot. den i look and her and flash a smile. haha.. cos the obvious ans is no!! ^^ yea. den she told me the reason and tt is bcos george bush's wife would be visiting! so she's nice to lead me all the way to hans. den i saw kor and jordan and guess what they say they wan to go into the library. -.-''' i jus got out... jordan was super funny can?? he say act right this is the most dangerous place to be today! bcos if terrorist wanna bomb sure bomb there. haha.. den he still arrange to meet there. xP den i had to go thru the checking of bag and tt thing beeped agn when i walked thru. argh! haha.. den when we went den go see bks. library mah. so i speak softly lor. den both of them cnt hear me. haha.. see! i can be soft when i wan to! xP afterwards, kor found a super funny book on the seat. den we all keep laughing and laughing esp jordan!! so loudly summore! aha.. den the woman look at us with tt kind of look @.@ i initially called her an old woman den kor say later she ask u y u call her tt ar.. haha i was whispering tho. yupp.. it was real funny imagine the 3 of us seating on tt comfy chair laughing like anything. and i knocked my head on the glass! ouch! haha.. laugh until din feel the pain XD after tt we left macs.. kor wanted to eat. when leaving the lib, jordan said, "where's laura??" like looking for his girlfriend like tt lor, his tone. at macs kor ate his food and i ate my sundae x) jordan took some fries from kor.. haha. den jordan called auntie wai fann ask her how's the design she say dun wan so complicated. soooo.. in the end, design agn lor. haha.. jordan and his drawing. kor said, " i saw tt coming". we all started laughing agn! so finally we did the design and auntie wai fann kinda approved. so yea. we took 61 to queensway. go find the shop. ask them how much, how long they take to print, etc. and den we accomplished our task! alas! den after tt go back to mrt station. den.... haha. jus like tt lor. den after tt i reach home le! by then dou 630 le. haha.. what an adventure! XDohh ya.. and i keptwanting to go toilet cos i drank so much water. sorry guys!! >.<something's bothering me.. but i shall leave it as it is. trying to sort my thinking out.
